The first time she found it, I cheered. When she was two months old I was thrilled she’d learned the age-old self-soothe method that enabled her to fall asleep on her own: Sucking her thumb.
But now she’s 3. Almost 3 1/2. I don’t mind that it goes in when she needs to fall asleep. Fine. But I noticed now it goes in when she’s stressed. Or upset. Or if she needs to be particularly quiet or patient. I know this is a ridiculous exaggeration but sometimes I think she draws on that thumb like a chain smoker on a cigarette.
Unfortunately, sometimes I recognize that same behavior in myself. The other day I finished a stressful situation, walked into the kitchen, and opened the fridge. Then I stopped and thought: Why? It wasn’t mealtime and I wasn’t hungry.
I was sucking my thumb.
There’s nothing wrong with a toddler sucking her thumb. In fact, as an infant it’s a helpful behavior. But there’s a time when the toddler must grow up, right?
Right.
And whether it’s a thumb, a carrot stick, or a cigarette — all can be self-soothe methods we might need to outgrow.
Because maturity is learning to quit sucking our thumbs and start depending on God. Maturity is when we leave behind our childish ways–that of leaning on status, substances, and self–and begin letting every stressful situation drive us to the throne of grace, drive us to our knees in prayer, drive us to a greater and greater dependency on the power of God’s Spirit to rule our life.
Almost anything can be our “thumb” — social media, entertainment, phones, food, alcohol, attention, exercise, self-focus. I’m sure you could add a few to the list from your own experience.
But what if we quit self-soothing and started throwing ourselves at His feet?
What if we let ourselves “fall apart” a bit more so that God’s Spirit could actually come and make us whole? Put us back together, better than ever before?
There are absolutely helpful behaviors that help us work through stress. I’m not implying that any of those are wrong. A great choice might be a good run where you can listen to worship music, or a long walk where you can pour my heart out to God. Things that help us engage in, turn to God, and work through a situation are great; but behaviors that make us escape a situation and turn away from God will never help us work through it and find growth, healing, wholeness.
I always say to Heidi, gently but firmly pulling down her hand, with a smile and a kiss: “Sweetie-girl, you don’t need your thumb.”
Perhaps we need to remind ourselves too. When we find ourselves turning back to that thumb of self-soothing …
Sweetie-girl, you don’t need ______ _____________.
Instead, perhaps lift your hands (and thumbs) to Jesus and find mercy and grace in our time of need.
Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. (Heb. 4:16)
Thanks for reading. (PS We discovered a thumb-sucking remedy from a friend…trying it today!)
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Kari, thank you for this post. We have a thumb sucker who is 3 and haven’t found a remedy. I know this wasn’t the point of your post, but what was the remedy that a friend told you about? Did it work? Here’s to full reliance on God!
Hi Sarah, well–it was that stuff you put in their nails to make them taste bitter, so they won’t suck their thumbs. It worked for a while but then the sucking came back worse than ever. 🙁 She was 4 1/2 when she finally completely stopped, all on her own. She initiated it, and asked me to hold her hands while she fell asleep so she wouldn’t do it anymore. It was kind of precious, like an addict asking for help. 🙂 So … that’s probably not helpful but it did help to just let her get over it on her own!
Wonderful reminder to lean into the presence of Jesus when we are aching inside and need some comfort.